Wednesday, June 20, 2007

your sister has a friend whos names the same as mine


god
you're so fucking brilliant
in the truest sense of the word
like you shine
and glitter
and sparkle
It's the better part of the day that I spend thinking about that
about you.
in wakefulness and sleep
and on my way to both
you're the stain of light behind my sandpaper eyelids
like I've been looking at you for so long
that now you're always there
burnt into me
my most internal layer of skin
or because I want nothing more than to look at you all the time
now my eyes just make you for me.
I could never possibly be close enough
I want to press hard and sweat against you
like your lover or
your twin
I want to taste you in my mouth
I want to fuck you
and be the one that gets to love you.